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i m here to say i am in a deep shit.. and i m not surviving..
i am screwed... sorry for disappointing You, i did try to sepak myself hard but things happen beyond my control...is a systematic risk that i can never avoid...
staying at home study without fion is a significant inherent risk, dah la control environment memang la weak, management do sometimes override the control which is a normal limitation of internal control.

let me be frank, i don't mind to fail if i am loner, i wont have any feeling to fail. but what i mind is to see my friends graduate and i m lacking behind. I am so MIND what is happening with my friends heh? i want to do as good as them too.
say me lebey oso can. so what?? this is my blog, hehe...
is this call kiasu? i don't know. what i know is i feel guilty for what i feel right now..
I hate myself when i am desperately want something, which will make me don't sound like me. SO NOT CUTE...

ya i m stress, i m stress to know the fact that today is saturday, and on tuesday will be my exam.
before i come back, i told my housemate that i will study minimum 10 hours to compensate the time that i have wasted since July. now everything sound bull shit, i only study for 3-5 hours a day. I used to study longer when fion was with me.

i m stress to see myself doing question, tak faham, look at answer, still TAK FAHAM, with answer also cannot understand, how on earth i m going into exam hall???

i m stress to see i m stress for unable to study effectively, as i have mentioned on the above, is not because of me. Ok LA, i finish ranting liao..
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i told Luah that i cant wait for exam to finish but i m don't want exam to come..

how nice i wake up, and the calendar just suddenly jump to 17th december.. so i don't need to go for exam...